I wanna kill myself,
may be my death would help.
they don't love me for actual me,
only high status they can all see.
I still pay for my mistakes
wish life can have retakes.
there a constant sound revolves in my head,
"I am nothing I can't be ahead".
I want to go out and start a new chapter,
but I am still struck in my previous semester.
there is a sadness,
which is the reason my darkness.
I don't know about future,
present feels like a torture.
I have only learn one thing,
this my life, only I can change it, choice is all mine,
either I cry hard or study harder,
one can break me and one can make me brighter.
©unknownid
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