Mourning upon the depth of failure
Waiting for one's great exposure,
Do I need to look for another texture?
Or maybe, I just need to be more mature.
Trying to vanished the soul of pain
But everything went on vain
I guess, I'm completely plain
With no ideal brain.
Wishing for a life to dawn
Praying for misery to shown
Hoping a thing to own
In my dream, I won.
Loath to accept the truth behind those belief
And at last, I ignored it and pretend to be deaf
Because I know, I'm not a clover leaf
Not lucky enough but atleast, I'm not a thief.
The reality has a shuttering history
Upon those people who believes with a random story
Yes, I'm not that pretty and I'm sorry
But I want to let them know that I'm in a chronic mystery.
In a whole full of why
In a memory filled with a cry
I will let it pass by
I should and I'll try.
It's finally a tie
I'm fooled with a big lie
It sucks, I wanna die
But I want to say my last goodbye.
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