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CIGARETTES BETWEEN MY FINGERS

Cigarettes and ashtrays by the window pane
Smoke crawling in front of me
Mixing
With the cold wind outside.
It's silent everyehere
And I could smell the smoke that I intake
Smoke of my aching soul
Mixed with the aroma of the velvet red
A known scent from the past days
How could I forget?
Outside,
city lights glow
And the angel horses flap its wings,
Inside,
It's only me
Sitting on a chair,
smoking a cigar,
Ashes all around,
Dreamin old past,
Feeling like a beast in me,
shouting God's name.
And,
I died 2 young
2 slow.
Inside
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