They come and go but never stay
It might be something that I say
Not worth it, just useless to all around
Pushed away and casted out of town
Laughed at and mocked when I am seen
Yet I am the one they blame for being mean
I try to be good and extra hard to be nice
But still seem to end up in a fight
She's weird! She's a freak!
And then they begin to beat
I got left behind no matter what I do
In my life, pain is the only thing that's true
From my dad to my friends and even some family
They all see something that makes them want to leave me
And when I try to kill myself they don't even care
That just makes me more of a freak so they stare
When I go out I have to take them too
But when I want to spend time with them, then they have better things to do
Because of this I used to slice my wrist, and now I want more
I crave this pain all the way down to my core
It's something I might give into, because although it is sore
It's a pain I can endure
J