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this is the day I'm which I decide which way I shall go I have come to the end of my cross roads should I go left or should I go right well I have the answer straight ahead is always the best and my foot has already step right in front of the other
I'm ready to begin the next race see what lessons are meant for me to learn I have accomplished what I was sent to this story to learn..
and let me tell you what that lesson meant to me
I have learned along my narrow way that no one is more dependable than you if you want to make it through you must first get off your ass and asking someone for help is like taking a bet either they do or they don't when they say no don't get mad it was never there place to begin with
and if you want to be more it's up to you to see that it happens that way if you want to be sober then it's you who must fight that battle if you want to see anything besides the shit that you made along your way then it's up to you to built so.thing new no when it's time to throw the towel and start fresh
now that I have learned the lessons the greatest lesson of all befalls my little brain you see you will learn to appreciate every little thing that you have accomplished every single fight no matter how little is like winning a war be proud of your self and don't let anyone else bring you down and when you have a friend that is true be as true as you can be your only gifted a few of these in all the life's you will live here in this one given life that you were given
I thank my self for seeing the light bringing myself to this point and I will be thanking no one for helping me get my self clean thank you to me...
Angela Oaks
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