Climbing to the top of the ladders is the hardest thing I ever did. There were so many broken pieces in my life. With one wrong move, I will fall back to my past. Someone or something always shakes the ladder. Try to reach my dreams. I can see it. But I can't reach it. Keep trying to reach the top. But the past keeps pushing me down. It blocks me for reach my dreams. There is always someone who tries to remain me what I have been driving in past. Trying to move forward in life. But when someone whispered in your ears remember. Living For further. Hope that each step I take will be one step closer. I won't go back on the line. Always put me last. So others can be first. I refuse to let them takeaways what I build in my life. No more second chances. Because this is my chance. I won't stay down. Hold on to the ladder. I am halfway there to my happy place. Realizing that the only way is up. Going back is not an option. The choices I made are my choice. Knowing each step I take is a challenge. Every step is one step closer. The top is my further. The bottom is my past. Where I stand in middle. Life is shaking the leader. Tired of falling. Never reach the top. Putting me first where I need to be. Top of my life. Hold on because giving up is not in the cards. Look up and see my dreams look down on me. The only thing I have to do is have faith. Put me first then the rest will follow. I won't back down. I won't be intimidated no more. That day is gone. Now is the time to climb to the top. Hold on to every part of myself. No more putting myself back on the burner. It is time for me to put myself first. I won't be pushed to my limit. I will take a deep breath. Every moment has meaning. Take one step at a time. This is my leader to climb. So keep your hand off. I will reach the top. I won't fall. Because this is my time to climb the ladder. I won't let anyone stop me from reaching the top. This is my time .
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