Couldn't stop thinking about her,
And all of the memories that involved her,
So I reached out after all these years,
We had a discussion and I had to keep my composure,
I finally got some closure,
I realised that it was never me,
And now I have released all this hate I had stored inside of me,
I feel like a weight has been lifted of my shoulders,
I thought it would make me happy after going in a downwards slump,
But I'm still down here wanting to give up,
I'm so sick of hurting and all the pain,
I want to take my knife and drive it deep through my veins.
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