Closure

Every now and again
I find myself thinking of you
Not because it was love
But rather I don't know where it went wrong
I can't help but to wonder
Why wasn't I enough?
All of my love I had to give
And now we're broken up
I've seen you now
Happy and cheer
You've moved on
And I'm sitting here
She gets your love
Your hand
Your heart
Your child
I got your wrath
Your hate
Your anger
Your blame
It's an obsession
I'll admit
The way I'm fixated
Perplexed
I could have left
Walked away
Turned my cheek
Yet I stayed
This being inside me
Can't let it go
Why wasn't I enough
For you to love?
Took your abuse
Bent to your will
Loved all your flaws
Knowing it was wrong
Forgave you again and again
Yet never once thought
Is this "worth" having?
Love is blind
But I a fool
Craving your love
Was all too cruel
Yet here I sit
Years down the road
Always left wondering
What went wrong?
©roserhymes