Look into mine eyes
Look right into my soul
Sometimes I disguise
What I can't control
I make many mistakes
This time I might break
Cause I've never been here
Can you imagine the fear
Help me to help myself
Don't just fold your hands
I'm rendered in disbelief
That this might be the end
Was it all worth nothing
When I gave up everything
And you're just sitting there
Like you don't have a care
I gave you every part of me
It's my heart you should see
Battered is so underrated
It's more than I contemplated
I feel cheated and betrayed
By the circus you portrayed
I thought I was the only one
All along I was just a clown
©lenni
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