have you ever felt so out of place that on your mind you knew for a fact that you just didn't belong
once we're you once was accepted were you once was welcomed is no longer what it use to be your time as that person has passed and your in the middle of a transition
you don't belong in your past but you have transition enough to move into the future so you are stuck in the past that has no story line for you to read it's like your just riding a wave wherever your board takes you is were you wind up
you start to question the meaning the purpose of all this shit we call life what's the purpose I keep asking why all the trails if for not the actual event I was being tested for...
I can't seem to find a simple answer there is not one single option I can think of
nothing of logic anyway...
as you know nobody has a theory that I know you don't care to read hell you already know I'm tapping on
just don't read
I think there is something greater for our energy something more then the eyes can see we are all out here with one purpose to survive until we die...
what happens in between is not that important as much as how we actually done the surviving let me explain in our si.ple terms
when you are born your very first instinct is to survive that instinct never become second to anything that lost important then you are given one lesson after another never not being nothing always is something for you to learn by
then you grow old and you sit there and ponder what are them years were for
they were for one thing and this one thing alone to pass the time until you die nothing more nothing less what you were born to learn was taught to you the day you were born the rest of the time is the time you had to serve in order to learn that one basic thing you will carry to the next world in which you will be born the same unto a new way of living only this time you will already know the one basic instinct that will never surpass another so you must wait a few years before you learn what you were sent there to learn and that will be to communicate with the others after that you will serve another life sentence of countless lessons that will in the end mean absolutely nothing.... now if there is a person that is traveling at the same speed as me who can comprehend what I have just tapped out today I'm leaving looking for a partner to burn that time wrap up with I need my clyde in this story I'm only a Bonnie and we both no without one there can't be the other I need you to have my back as we move to the next world I need an energy I'm familiar with to be the eyes I need on the back of my head if you think you can play that role I will promise you the same if not more then I ask for...
all you have to say to me is this story is real you are not dreaming I'm the closest de you are looking for better yet just walk up to my face and say hi it me Clyde isn't your name Bonnie..
we will burn it down hand and hand exploring the unknown and all it's beautiful new wonders...
Angela Oaks
Angela Oaks
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