Coldest night of mine,
I used to hug you virtually from time to time.
Apology if i can't get over,
Cause there are memories i always remember.
A part of my galaxy,
An explosion of ripped me.
Sadly i can't chase you,
You'll be angry i know.
I folded my all,
Ive burnt my soul.
And if your happy so am i,
But bare with me its hard to live with lies.
How i wish i was older,
How i wish i was taller.
This was all my fear,
Now it bring all tears.
Punches over those walls,
My hands bleed but its nothing at all.
I wanna be like,
I want to find someone new.
But i can't I'd swear to you,
That its you still the best that i knew.
And everthing seems so painful,
But need to smile for im cruel.
She ignore to read what I've wrote,
All my invented qoutes,
Im a scientist but can't prove,
Why she made a drove.
I always admire her,
But now I'm carrying the heaviest fear,
If someone broke you who would be there,
Im her but will you remember?
©zedek
Z