"If you were to ever do a deep search inside my soul, then you'll understand my Pain,
Throughout all of my struggles, I still try and find a way to remain on task and Maintain,
When it comes to being honest, I'm always the first to be in Line,
I know how it feels to be left in the back as I'm watching others get their Shine,
When I needed that support at the most desperate times, everyone turned a blind eye and looked Sideways,
I know their karma is going to come I just have to wait for those Days,
In deep thought when I was having those sleepless and long Nights,
Battling with the internal side of myself always having those many Fights,
There's a reason why I fly under the radar and remain so Lowkey,
Because I'll never forget the trauma I've experienced and all of the bad shit that has happened to Me,
Very hard for me to have faith in people and to give them my Trust,
Isolation feels the best way to me in my opinion when you're left with nothing but the Dust,
I know there's others out there that is dealing with similar problems and carrying around all of this heavy Freight,
Hoping I can reach someone with this entry of mines and they can Relate,
I wouldn't mind at times being on an island that'll never be found and that's Uncharted,
Taking in everything that's surrounding me feeling so frozen with that thing beating inside of me being cold Hearted ..."
©jamaree
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