This heart is still beating,
But why I'm not sure,
Maybe it's bleeding,
For something new,
My tears won't stop flooding,
Up to my neck,
Maybe I should drown,
It's better than life,
And if you tell me this will go away soon,
I'll say you are right,
I've got nothing to hide from,
Nothing left to fight for,
As it turns to grey,
Don't try and change me,
This is long overdue,
Time to put this noose up,
And finally be put to rest,
My eyes have seen enough,
Sure it's real cold,
But it's something I'm used too,
More like an expert,
I've been kicked in the teeth,
Bled my words out,
No I'm not crying,
For what I deserve,
So what you're telling me it's all in my head?
It's heavy the weight of letting everyone down,
Pretending that the most I do is only for your smile,
I'm not what you think of me...
©retroletgo
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