I'm longing for your warmth
But I can't see it in your eyes,
I tried to call your name
And you neglect me with coldness.
How can I be with you
When you always made me cold to be true.
This bitterness that flew within us
Makes me shiver
To be someone I don't want to be.
I am colder than yesterday
Yes, I am colder to talk to you
I can't stand the coldness between us
When I'm always longing for your warmth.
We made a relationship that is not good for both of us.
With this feelings that we never thought for a chance
To be good to be true
Without coldness from our hearts.
With this bitterness
That set us apart,
I don't know what to do
To mend the space that we keep on putting a gap.
Somehow our hearts wanted to hug
But our minds keep fighting with a sharp thoughts
That makes us colder than yesterday
With immaturity.
We end up growing with bitterness in our hearts.
I wanted to hug you but my mind stop me.
I can't utter words
Even to say hi or hello.
I can't feel the warmth in us.
We we're frozen to be cold to each other
Like we we're strangers.
Our hearts healed slowly
Maybe our minds wanted to wait for the right time to heal
This coldness without bitterness.
By Rissa Desaliza
11/12/2017
Photo credits Ria Len Desaliza
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