Sis stop throwing fits
Josh doesn’t deserve your perfects
Mouth dropping decisions
Claimin’ he loves you sis
If he loves you
Why does he look at other bitches
Uncountable stitches on your heart to prevent it to fall to pieces again
Deniable escape, losing all efforts for picking the right men
When will you stand up again
I’m weakened when you are eternally sleepin’
Weepin’ of the loss of trust you had in me
All the fuss that was tossed on me
I’m sorry for not being by your side
I didn’t mean to be hidden
But you seemed so driven
Listen to your story was amazin’
You speakin’ of the fun times
Your dreams of being a photographer
After your graduation you’re goin’ to baltimore
Now that's not to happening anymore
Now there’s a slash across your throat
I didn’t even know you were sore
Losin’ hope of the one you love doesn’t love you anymore
Mind says cope, but your heart says nope
Death is the hardest things to show
When you are all alone
To have no one to show
When you’re skin is cold
I lied when i said we could be brothers and sisters and you agreed
Cause at the time you had a boyfriend, so i had to be on my knees
Only to be by your side, from the decision you made up in your mind
I’m sorry for being too clingy and corny, but when you able to read this your cheeks will be red like cherries
Either from embarrassment or from plushing
Ain’t trying to be jim carrey, but i’m feelin’ almighty
But when i hear your tragedy, something unworldly
now only feelin’ sympathy
My eyes got utterly watery losing ability to do anything vocally to stop them telling the story so vividly
Getting all angry, my heart hurt badly
I was your army
I was your armory
Then again i couldn’t save my dream
Wakin’ up screamin’
Yellin’ at myself it’s just a nightmare
Allowin’ myself to look into the mirror
Lookin’ closer only to see her in my eyes all in terror
I’m terrified, tryin’ to come near, glass was the only thing in the way
Slammin’ my fists on the mirror, just wanting you to be here
The vibration made a crack on the corner
The glass fell into the sink
The reflector towards me
Just this small glass turned her into a barber
So she took the chance to become cutter
Forever lasting scars
Forever gone
Makin’ this song
Keeps you with me
The person i so fond
Even though our time wasn’t long
But i’ll pray for you at the pond
Where i can still see you in the beyond
K