(before you read no this did not happen)
in between life and death
momma holds my hand
blind eyes open as I take a breath
I feel my life flowing through my fingers like sand
stuck in this deep state
somewhere hidden away inside of me
having this thought way too late
all of the things I didn't see
i would change if it means going back, is that a crime?
I see all of the phantom pictures of my life
I've really messed up this time
I wouldn't have been so strife
I think back to when I stole momma's money
I wish I was more compassionate for the debt we where in
things would have been more sunny
and yet I chose to commit this sin
thinking to when I took her car out of the garage in the night
peeling right out past curfew
guess I thought it'd be out of my mind when out of sight
I wish I could begin anew
I remember sneaking in the party underaged with him
I whish I where smarter
as the night becomes dim
I want to just go back and start all over
then I was drunk and high
I wish I could have made myself better
looking back I sigh
wishing I could write myself a letter
but I go in the car anyway
tired and under the influence
what made me become what I am today
diving this way and that influent
the world goes black
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I was drunk
I can't change your mind
but if you want your life to go to waste
drive away
but think about what you put to your lips
I say this to you
as I lie comatose
dead to the world
comatose
Naomi~wingedfeature
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