Come find me..

To find yourself
When you're
Lost in thought
Giving into
Temptation
When you lose yourself
Become
The invisible
From those
Who choose
Not to see
Repetitively
My heart say Christ
Here I am
Come find me
From inside myself
Struggling is life
Vision
Being the blind
Waiting
For results
That never may come
Here
Feeling normal
When I can't
Tell the difference
If I'm
The abnormal
* I lose myself
Just about every time
I fall
God Lord
I Pray
Why am I
Always to weak
When I
Try to climb
Up over the
Hidden obstacles
I laugh outwardly
Inwardly
Instead I cry
I hurt everyday
Never understanding
The Lord's
Reasoning why
Sometimes
life is just to hard
At least
For someone like me
But I face onward
And outward
To clear
All the negativity
Become free
I know
I am here
For a reason
Never imagined why
Laughing
Amongst
Unto myself
So I don't feel
That need to cry
Taking baby steps
To where I want to be
But the ones I want
Are those steps
You'll never see
Laughing
Instead of crying
Living
Instead of dying
To this world
I find it
So hard to co-exist
I reach out my hand
Forced to make a fist
I am truly trying
I am truly crying
* I'm lost
Beyond belief
Lost
My sense of direction
I needed protection
See how
My heart grieves
Crawling
On my last luck
I'm on
The final lap
It's empty and dark
Maybe
It's another trap
As I gaze
Into the distance
I felt relief
In an instance
Someone
Once had told me
When we're lost
We find
The absolute
Most beautiful things
Sometimes
There are
Hidden blessings
And that's how
I found
My life with God
And began
My life journey
Writing poetry
Written by
Freewriter
Terrylin53
And
Lenni-x
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