It comes and goes
Falls so slightly on me
Resounds within me
My heart cannot take much more
My body is losing its grip
My mind is losing control
Was it supposed to be like this
Was I supposed to feel this tortured
Looking for a way out
My soul begs me for peace
I know no peace
All I know is war
I know no silence
Just the clatter
Of the chatter
That beats within me
Wanting it to go away
To see a better day
To just go outside and play
Yes play
I feel it rising within me
My emotions cannot be held back anymore
Any longer
No more
The pain is beating against me
Like a drumstick to a drum
It's beating against me
Why why why
Let me go
Let me be
Let me feel no more
Sleep sleep sleep
Now sleep
When I wake
Another cycle begins
It never ends
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