You betrayed me in the worst way
Clearly aware of the danger
Yet, you chose to stay
Was it fear of being alone?
Or were you too stubborn to call me
Because I made you feel
Like I wasn't your home
Either way
We have no excuses
Me with my self righteousness
You with your Grey Goose
Too proud to let the other know
She felt she'd failed
Now only one of us stands here
But in the end
It was both of us who bailed
We fought hard
But Booie,
I believe we loved each other harder
In the end all we had was each other
A fake mother and non-existent fathers
I'm sad for how your life played out
Everyday
It's probably why I cling to you
And will never stray
As your older sister
I wish I could've protected you
Shielded you from the horror
Somehow obscured your view
But I didn't
And I couldn't
And I've regretted it from that day forward
But NOTHING gave you an excuse
To pick up that sword
©lunabrosla
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