Hey Babe, how you doing?
I'm good, I reply
I've missed you, you say,
Likewise my reply
feeling so giddy because you finally remembered me,
Thinking he finally loves me back,
I've waited so long for you to call me first.
Then it comes,
I have a favour to ask he says,
he mentions what the favour is,
My jaw immediately drops to the floor
My Heart undone
Thoughts racing in my head.
should I do it?
Is this what love is?
If I don't do it, will it drive him away?
I'm left wondering.
Love is kind they say
so I want to do it,
it's too much of an ask though
I prayed for a man who would provide for me
only months into the relationship we are here
I have to do the providing.
I'll think about it I say,
my heart is hopeful,
broken at the same time.
should I do it?
Will it make him stay?
This is not what I prayed for though.
I know if I don't do it, we are back to zero
my hearts weeps,
Why does it have to be so conditional?
Conditional Love
©mayalinah
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