After every attack the pain I feel,
Very difficult to feel and heal,
Takes my brain in previous condition,
Leads to medication addiction,
Neck freeze brain out of control,
Body stops working as if without petrol,
Head and body get totally numb,
In each and every body part pain come,
Slowly hands arms legs toes spine stop working,
I have nothing to do except crying and screaming,
Not even able to move & get out of bed,
Feels like I am totally dead,
Become photophobic phonophobic,
Canāt do any exercise or aerobic,
Brain becomes so much hyperactive,
At this time death is more attractive,
Bladder also lose control,
Need encouragement not console,
Still canāt do anything,
For the tears and pain I am feeling,
Grab pillow on face and scream,
Living pain free life is my only dream,
God! Please help me to get out of this,
Itās my only and only wish,
Dear! Be happy with what you have,
May be its dream of someone that you have,
Hope makes dead soul alive,
Bear a lot of things to be happy I realize,
Problem always has solution,
Every moment makes a contribution,
I am fighting and will win,
Power is there within,
Surely I will win,
I will win ā¦ā¦.
Ā©snehakalra
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