Some say
Those we need are more noticeable when they are absent or when you no longer see them again
Now I witnessed their theory first hand
I miss seeing your smile even though my fear kept me in a distance
Could even lock eyes with you 🤦🏽♂️
I couldn't over came it
A storm of regrets said, "welcome home" everyday while I stepped in my home
Even now I'm still drowning in regrets
I was searching for logic in my head
While the feeling in my heart made it clear
Now I've realised that
I need you , and I still do
©ellington
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