I'm a guy
And I'm shy
Towards commitment
I love excitement
In my sexual life
I don't really want a wife
I like when all these girls give me attention
To their friends they mention
I love to be the male
For every female
That has the most wanted dick
To get pleasure, girls I like to trick
It's not my fault, girls don't use their head
They chose to have sex with me, in bed
Even if, they like going with the flow
They could of said No
I'm going to confess
Even though in sex, I have alot of intrest
Truth is,regardless of all the pleasure, I have, in the bedroom
So many times I feel so gloom
Just so many times wondering
Deep inside pondering
Why deep inside I feel so bad?
So sad
I look into the mirror at any place
At my face
One moment I feel the best
Another time I feel worthless
Satisfaction I try my best so hard to find
And then I wonder in my mind
"Why I can't be bless?!"
Why can't I have happiness?
Is being a player, worth it after all?
Is pleasure worth, having a huge fall?
©arianna.b
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