I heard a song about the future and the only person I could think of was you. I don't know what it means...I am scared to let people in for fear of losing them or letting them down that I only let people I care about so close to my armor but never past it. I think that maybe you might have snuck past and I'm just now noticing.
When I talk to you I smile and my cheeks get warm but then we both start pushing each other away til one of us quits. Even now thinking about it my heart is starting to race this whole thing snuck up on me without me being prepared.
Could this be love? I know that you could make me happy if I let you...you have already showed me that. If this is love am I ready if it doesn't work?
Are there ever going to be answers to my questions?
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