The words were still resounding
I can still hear the echo
Of her voice
Wishing ,praying
It could stop
It just can't stop
He asked "what your greatest fear,what is the secret that holds you back"
Looking on with those hooded eyes
My mask slipped for a moment
Dropping to my knees
I still couldn't let it known
I just wanted it to stop
I find solace in my words
I let them flow
In them only do acceptance come
Loneliness Pierce my soul
No one to turn to
No one to tell my woes
In a crowd but alone still
I looked on
Looking for that arm to hold
For that shoulder to lean on
For the embodiment of my dreams
Confusion is still resounding
Myself I sometimes don't understand
When it time to cry
I ask to make sure
The anger long asleep
Roars to life
With it pain
And a long held resentment
It held on with eagles claws
Not letting go
Just digging deeper
"Are some memories so bad, so deep,so hard
It can't be contained" I couldn't help but ask
"Does the pain ever end"
"Will my wish be realized"
"Or is this the only way out"
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