I mistrust everyone I know
I'm constantly assuming they're planning to set me up
And right in this moment I know this is my mind
I know that it isn't true
But I'm scared
Scared of the day where I dont know
Where I really do think they are setting me up
What will I do
How will I react
Im afraid of my own self
That has got to be the most frightening thing of all
To be afraid of ones self
To be scared of losing control of this shell we are all trapped inside of
Like lab rats
Being tested to complete some sort of task
I never consented to
This life I want out of it
No longer want to be a loyal servant
This is breaking me
Burning me from the inside out
I have come accustomed to all of evil and abuse
I no longer want to be involved in such toxic experiment
I WANT OUT
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