Conscious Suicide
I'm breathing
Wide eyes
Walking through life
Suffering inside
The pressure is building
No release
I feel so heavy
Yet I'm still standing
Smile and wave
Put your brain away
Until it's dark outside
Then cry yourself to sleep
Blank stares
Empty movements
Then comes tomorrow
A pitiful restart
Dragging my forlorn body
Across the world
Until one day
I'm paralyzed by pain
I'm living
A concious suicide
Everyday I'm closer
To the end of my life
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