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Conversation with my demon

I'm on your back
everyday like never before,
dont look up for help
the ground has greener grass
and beautiful flowers.
Iv got you walking the line
on a road that will die not fly.
You have done so much
bad and hurt why change
for the light..
The devil has you in his sight.
Dont you want to
keep doing whatever
you want?
keep talkin shit
it's fun you love it I know.
I'v been with you since
that first hit of spice...
Stop shut up you dont know me.
I'v done horrible things
but that's not me.
Please let me free
I cant live like this
I dont want to be a prisoner
of all I'v done.
Let me free Please..
I'll confess...
Confess haaa you think
that's going to do anything?
Boy you smell like rotting flesh
your time is near
what makes you think
god still has an ear
for a sinner like you?
Let me list a few things
that stand out to me.
Abuse, lies, drug use, theft, cheating, impersonating, should I go on?
Can you hear the devil
calling you're name...?
I know I'm deep
deeper then the endless universe,
I confess to the abuse
I'v delt to family and friends
the lies I give out
from left and right
all you are saying is true
I have no excuse
I deserve you
but I can't take this pain
and personal struggle,
hear me out
that's all I ask please...
You had you're chances
one to many,
you're already on
the devil's doorstep..
Iv done my job to get you here
you should be happy,
you've made it!
you can be the asshole
you wanna be and not get judged.
Go on enter hells gates...
NO!
This is not over.
I shall not enter hell
for I am stronger then you
and the devil himself!
I will brake free
from this karma
you have sent me...
One day...
-Penguin
©penguin