I only know your home when the door speaks,
When the bottles shatter,
When your voice raises,
When your rage comes to life,
Did you ever really love me?
There's more to be said in the silence,
When the fight ends,
When the tears fall,
When the door closes,
Did you ever really love me?
I've learned to pick my battles,
Loss of friends,
Loss of dreams,
Loss of pride,
Did you ever really love me?
We've been coming undone,
Lust turned to hate,
Gentle to rough,
Hugs to hits,
Did you ever really love me?
I'll never know unless you tell me,
Your worthless, you yell,
Your nothing, you scream,
Your useless, you whisper,
Did you ever really love me?
Holding onto a thread,
Bruises turn black,
Blood drips down,
Breathing turns still,
Did you ever really love me?
©pyrion
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