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couldn't define myself

There was once a time I felt lost
everything about me seemed to be wrong,
I think it's because I compared myself with other people and
I let what people say about me take control of me.
But what I know is that I had low-self esteem and I couldn't define myself
I didn't like what I saw when I looked in the mirror.
That changed me to be that girl..
that girl who always hide in the back
that girl who was afraid to walk in the street
just because she was afraid of what people think about her
that girl who couldn't define herself.
Until the day I read a book
I felt as if that book was written for me
that's when I realized it's not about what people say it's about what I say,
same time I went straight to the mirror
and I as I looked at my reflection I realized that I am beautiful , bold and that the is nothing wrong with me
I realized that everyone is different in their own way
I realized that people will always judge us physically, emotionally,
morally, scholastically and in any other way they want to.
©natasha14