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Couldn't see

I look back at my life and only saw one set of foot prints
I always felt like I was always alone
I soon realize I wasn't he was there all along
I try to talk to him and never felt he was there
Just didn't think he cared
So I prayed to him harder you see
Please listen to me
I struggled and I fought daily to get through this life of mine
What was it that I would find Never did I think I'd get through it
Got angry about this shit
But soon it became so clear
I was made to face my fears
One was mistakes I made
I took blame for him taking my 6 year old granddaughter away
I wanted to find someone to blame
Instead of excepting thing as they came
I was angry and couldn't see
God was truly there for me
Broken down bitter is what I became
I finally call out his name
God help me expect these things
God help me deal with this pain
Give me a reason to live life again
Now I see two sets of foot prints
again
Knowing I stronger and I walk beside him til the end
©tinamarie