im lost in this world,
struggling to find myself,
to love myself,
this world a place full of hate,
a world fill with fake,
nobody is real,
its like a game of snakes and ladders,
nobody wants to see you happy,
they all want to see you fall,
im lost in this world,
struggling to find myself,
my demons comfort me at night,
they are more human,
than the human ones,
im lost in my emotions,
lost in dispair,
will life get better,
should i leave this world,
im in total worry and dispair.
©nirmal
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