Got this craving.
My brain is weighing out the pros and cons.
Identifying my weakness.
Got this craving.
Now I hear my brain raving idea of maybe
Going incognito.
Wait a minute stop.
Listen this is not something I want to mention to the people who don't understand this constant craving I have for the addiction that can drive me to another land.
Here I stand.
On my knees put together my hands
Pray for the urge to subside.
It's difficult at times .
Most days it's not issue.
Grab my tissue
wipe my tears.
It's taken years .
Now the fear of falling back to the track I am familiar with.
Got to remember the long road of travel it took to get to this place.
Hold on for dear life.
Deep breath
Break away.
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