Crazy as I may feel,
Maybe, these feelings aren't real.
I can play it over in my mind,
Like a movie you may never find.
Trust was always an issue with me,
Please set these horrors free,
I may have them but I don't need them.
So make these feelings end.
Thought you were watching over everything I have said,
With these visions playing over and over in my head.
Maybe I figured you would stop me at my worst.
Felt the pain and craved the thirst.
Now lying in my own anguished pain,
There came a down pour of heavy rain.
Thought I would stop this on my own,
Since now I am feeling all alone.
You dragged me through my worst feelings of hell.
Here's my story, now it's yours to tell.
©terrylin53
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