I'm a little more creative when my minds sedated.
I spend the days content and concentrated.
My whole life I've contemplated on changing my ways, yet always stayed the same.
I that know life's a game, and in order to play, that you must have faith and not be afraid.
In order to save the lives you've decayed, you can't stray away and learn from your mistakes.
Don't hold onto hate because it burns you & stays, like the heartache of pain, carved in stone on a grave, in the ground where you lay.
I think I'm going away for awhile, to get my mind back to the state of a child who's eyes burn with the fire from passionate desires.
Slightly transpired although not yet expired, my life has been devoured by the overbearing cowards that take away the power I've established through the hours.
I was born to be wide eyed and wild but lately times not on my side.
I don't know why, or can't describe the way I feel deep down inside.
Can't see clearly when I'm blind. Tied too tight and can't unwind.
Lived in darkness my whole life, it's time for me to see the light, and come alive.
Call it pride but it's like time, illusions that surpass the mind.
Leave us behind, we're born to die. Spend all our lives trying to survive in a world that bleeds the truth from lies.
Can't hear your cries, when no one cares. You're present but you're not aware.
Don't be scared, you'll find your way, and we will live for better days.
There is no shame, when I'm to blame. I know that some things never change.
Like broken bonds, and memories, the things that make us strong or weak.
But let me say, I'm not afraid. I've lost more than I hoped to gain.
The best way to describe the pain, is like a teardrop in the rain.
- Rich Gordon
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