Why am I afraid of you?
Why do I give you so much power over me?
What happened in my life where I thought I needed your love?
Well see, now you have it in your head that I have to be up under you
But where is my strength?
Where is my voice?
Somehow I let you get ahold me and you threw away the key
I'm drowning in feelings that I used to have for you
We're on this beach alone and there aren't any visitors
Wanting to call for help, but guess who has my phone
Police say you are allowed to live in my home with me
What are my options now?
No parents alive to rescue me from the lesson my mom didn't teach me
No one in my corner
They think I ran to you
The rope tied around my throat is controlled by you
There is no happy ending to this story
I've written this from the grave
©alaskagrey
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