There is a lonesome shadow that craves the light.
There is a freshly broken heart that craves the dark.
I'm at the crossroads of my life.
Got my thumb out trying to bum a ride.
But the highway of life is full of travelers who keep on passing me by.
I ask you tonight.
What if life?
Learned to be fair.
What if I?
Would learn just to be content.
What if my?
Anguish had a name.
What if?
This was just someone's sick game.
What if my pain?
Is God's way of repentance.
What if life hadn't torn us apart?
Would you still have broken my heart?
Torn into shreds
Why do people always gotta fuck with your head?
Funny how it's so easy to be unloved.
They say " you learn to heal".
That statement is so unfuckin real.
You barely learn to cope never fully sharing how you feel.
That road of grief and suffering is traveled alone.
God knows I wish I could get you on the phone.
I've called you every minute you've been gone.
You didn't get my messages?
God must not do longform.
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