"The road to the higher power doesn't come easy but I keep pushing my Wagon,
As I'm keeping my distance far away from that fiery breath of the Dragon,
How could I have known that my own family would put me in that category of Disowned?,
Can't even feel the pain when I'm constantly being Stoned,
At the end of the day, I'm all that I Got,
So I'll never forget the things I've seen and when trauma replaced that Slot,
Where the love and happiness used to Live,
These eyes have experienced certain situations that they can never Forgive,
All of these different types of emotions come over me all at Once,
Remembering those days where I'd get laughed and always getting called a Dunce,
Trust is a big thing for me and it's rare that I give people that Access,
To my most personal and secretive issues that instead of opening up, I'd rather say Less,
Can't help who I am as I'm such a calm and introverted Soul,
That always seems so relaxed as I'm always in that mode of cruise Control ..."
©jamaree
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