I'll leave him today
Yes, I'll walk away
I won't look back even when he calls
I'll walk off, show him who's boss
I'll rip his damned heart
Let him bleed, let him scream, let him hurt
I'll smash his dreams and wreck his soul
Wash over the heart he drew on ocean shores
Today,
I'll kill him today
Oh, he really will pay
With tears, and sorrow and a bitter end
I'll be the darkness awaiting in his tunnel's end
I'll be the nightmare that keeps him awake
The ogre, the monster in his fairy tale
I'll be the poison, oh I want to be his poison
Watch him turn blue in my cold embrace
But then his eyes, damn, those lovely eyes
That I hate to admit, keep me awake at night
And his hands... so strong and firm
However how firm, I'll never confirm
Should he die today, oh no
How will I live life alone
Never having known just how he tastes
Forever guessing, oh this torment
I'll leave him tomorrow
Oh yes I will
But today I must borrow
One will and a wish
Oh I wish, how I wish tonight
He'll notice me, hold me through the night.
©starsimon
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