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CRY IN SUDAN 2

They took my baby
My two years old daughter
Undressed her as I watched
Molested her as she cried
Inserted their dirty long fingers in her woman hood
They took her pride away
So young to go through that
I begged them to take me instead and all they said was that I was next
All of them raped my baby
Mercilessly as she kept calling my name
They pumped her as if releasing their anger
And they all left her to die on the body filled ground
May her soul rest in peace
They were around ten
I couldn't run, I tried to scream yes , but everyone was too wounded n too traumatised ...
So there they were , ripping my clothes apart
Scrambling for my body parts
Tears just filled my eyes as I prayed to Allah to pick my soul
They raped me continuously. ...they tore open my woman hood with their members
They inserted shattered glass pieces in me
I screamed and shrieked with pain , but what could I do?
My body was getting faint
The pain was becoming a tingling feeling in my ear
My body was shutting down on the weight of men fighting on who to enter his dirt in me
If you have never heard of hell then this is it
It felt like my lower abdomen was paralysed
I felt so numb
The pain was too much
So much for me to handle
Every part of my body ached
I just wished they killed me instead
Their laughter was so loud like thunder on a rainy day
They celebrated u'd think they made an achievement
My daughter my own flesh and blood didn't have to go through all that
She died a painful death
I'm glad my hubby wasn't alive to witness all this
I begged for death to come drag me along with it
But seems he was busy and had no time for me
So the men dragged me along with them
And I became their sex slave
But my body was too dead and paralysed
I knew they couldn't use me for long
They had to kill me somehow
Buy as it was they had to give me a befitting death
So they gave me hours to regain the vigor to scream
As they killed more people
I tried to move in the boot they shoved me in
But no organ wanted to cooperate
So I just lay there, waiting and begging death to come
I watched as people were being butchered
In broad day light
Felt like I was watching a movie
But this was real
So very real
No tears rolled anymore
I was too drained, very thirsty and so hungry
After they were satisfied with the days kill.
They came back to Me
With three other teenage girls ...
All they did that night was exchange us like clothes ...
But then, the God of Sudan was still on the throne
©mara pain
Life is a series of pain
©magi
Words from my soul
©mara_pain