I am a spiteful and despicable man.I am a rotten soul.
I am craving for contempt and hatred.
I am tormented by remorse and shame.
I did not know how to become anything :neither spiteful nor kind, neither a rascal nor an honest man, neither a hero nor an insect.I am living out my life in my corner, taunting myself with the spiteful and useless consolation that an intelligent man cannot become anything seriously, and it is only the fool who becomes anything.
My well wishers, loved ones and all, swarming in me all my life.They grabbed my life into their hands and always they drove me to convulsions and --sickened me.I am living a dead mans life.
Now I am looking for salvation and consolation.
Can anyone help me to resolve my existential crisis??
Can anyone help me in curing my souls agony ??
Please do help..Please
©nareshsara
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