Using me over and over again.
Didnt even love me
As you smoke me, i just die slowly.
I was just keeping silent, but i always knew just so i could keep you.
Screw my life, screw you.
You'll never feel the pain that i feel.
As you heal those bruises and wounds with those smoke.
Broke my heart but i think you broke much more than that.
At night i just sat there crying.
I dont even remember the times when you were caring.
My smiles are always faking.
As my eyes cosplay smoking.
I think you're overdosing me to much.
I'm your drugs as you use me.
When they leave you, you always come back at me.
Your toxic love and smoke that i see makes me die slowly.
'I love you' you lied, cause you just used me.
©sarah_
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