daddy can i get your love today pleas of childhood never answered daddy can we play today questions often asked with no answers.
daddy's arms bruis3d in red marks like stabbed daggers that he no longer hides under his sleeve. callin me baby girl just to get a few dollars.
bribing daddy for his love for his time
hoping time would reflect on my broken heart and give us a minute a day a second I just wanted my daddy's love
midnight hours in and out gone for months to years no playdate or pop ups at school fathers day cards crowded my dressers with a simple question turned into phrase where are you? Daddy
a young girl tortured in sights of not seeing daddy why I w asnt good enough for daddy to stay years reflected on a missing daddy as he slowly started sobbering up as the needles where no longer his friends.
guilt plastered in my soul as I got older I wa s angry I was mad I ignored my daddy as he apologized promised to be better I thought we had more time I thought i could be angry a little longer.
wish my sadness had washed away and I just hugged him even though he once strayed away he was back but now I'm the one absence missing calls wanted him to hurt how he hurted me I thought I had more time to try and love him I just wanted to be angry a little longer.
daddy gave up tryna get my love
daddy could no longer get my calls one fateful night daddy labeled John doe in a morgue ranned off the road ejected onto pavement killed before I could say I love you..so I stutter another phrase as the flowers cover his grave daddy where are you?
©moniques21
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