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Dahlia Disorder

My background is peeling 
But I am not 
Dead inside 
Make me beautiful and let the mold 
Grow inside 
Cut through the muscles Lord I just 
Want to smile 
Pigment my fingertips 
These dead hands look so pretty tonight
Darling madness they said I am not okay inside
I dream of running from monsters but the angels look just like me 
Father I am just so dead inside 
Please flood the earth and wash the sin out from my mind 
My eyes
Flood the earth just one more fucking time
Lord 
How pretty am I in your eyes?
Mother of me I am the son 
I am the son that has died inside 
Make me beautiful for the first time
Father look at your daughter for the first time
Lord
I'm so fucking ugly inside
©mortem