Paint a smile on my face so I can cover the tears you leave with.
Color my heart so the emptiness I often feel w ont broadcast into reality.
All I ever wanted was for you to love me to see me I been tossed around damaged forgotten all my life so this love your love i fight for cause maybe if I have something I can finally say mine I w ont feel so broken so lost
But it was different with you I'm covering up my pain fakin a smile because of you.
all I wanted was for you to see me and want my heart but u brushed it aside fiddled me inside a game of cheat lies and deceit
but hey look at me apologizing to you for you hurting me.
begging you to stay to only choose me when I don't even know who I am anymore
I've begged for your love so long and pieced back shattered fragments of my soul to somehow feel beautiful again
I find myself praying for death more then life cause just maybe in death I'll finally know what true love feels like..
©moniques21
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