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damaged

Don't lie to me please don't lie to me. You told me you'd always be mine that you'd never leave. I let you in trusted you all you did was play pretend. Not this again what the hell is happening. You get no second chance. My heart's no Nintendo game. I thought we had it all. You did nothin but use my love in vain. I pushed away the ones that loved me the most. Everytime someone comes along I feel like I can't let them get to close. 
My hearts torn apart shattered into a billion pieces. I try to trust again. I trust no one without a reason. It's always tug a war inside my head. Yet your still holding on. Just feelin like the joy in me is dead and gone. I'm damaged oh I'm damaged oh how can you love someone so damaged how can you love someone so damaged I'm damaged oh I'm damaged oh how can you love someone so damaged. How can you love someone so damaged. 
I'm broken now. Came up in a broken home. I crawl into my head to hide. And No one cares I'm so alone. I cry for help but no one answers. Stuck up in a fetal position. Why can't you stop causing all this agony. No I can't get passed all the hurt and pain you caused me. I'll never know. Why can't this pain and agony ever leave. Guess love isn't what it seems. Another promise not upheld. Its agony. Lookin for your motivation but I never find it. 
©cameron