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Damaged

I open my eyes and realized I was damaged,.
I thought about it, and I wanted to panic. 
Honestly, it was just so hard for me to understand it.
My life back is all I want, and I demand it!
Because what I got in return I never planned it. 
Since a child I’ve felt abandoned.
So I did a lot of things that were random.
Until I saw that it started to create its own pattern. 
And things that I should have cared about didn’t even matter.
Thoughts of who I could have been only makes me sadder. 
A child of Venus, that was sold off to Saturn. 
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