There was nothing else to seek
No one else to speak
Darkness all over the place
I was chained alone as always
Imprisoned in my deep sadness
I sat in the corner, motionless
My heart ached so much
I could hardly breathe 'cos of such
All that awaken me from the past
Just leaves my soul downcast
In their eyes, my scars were left concealed
I focused on the pain, the only thing that's real
Repeatedly, over and over again
The unshed tears remain
My loud cries were unheard
Never did they let me say a word
They opened my mind to what's miserable
And I was there, so vulnerable
My childhood was stolen
My real self was hidden
Grew up in a broken family
Left by friends who said that I'm worthy
Betrayed, I cried on the phone
Shattered by the only love I've known
I tried hard to resemble
But whenever I love it just brings me to my downfall
I tried to heal myself
and took care of the parts I've had left
I tried staying for those who are alone
But I just kept on losing my own
I've become someone who nobody truly knew
There came a time I want to give my life its due
Damaged, I saw myself broken like a mirror
By then I met this razor
I picked it up
Hopeless to make all these pain stop
Heartbreak after heartbreak
They're just too many to take
No way to escape reality
Too hard to recapture things that'd still make me happy
I held its sharp edge
There's nothing I could ever change
All I know is to stand up and try
But I feel too weak, all I could do is cry
I know this won't last forever
But the pain still remains here when I remember
The razor touched me and it felt cold
Tears streamed down my cheeks as my eyes fold
How meaningless is my life?
Will it be better if I just end it with a knife?
One slash and I didn't feel anything
When did I become numb to feel nothing?
I see bleeding red roses
Another slash and I heard voices
My eyes were filled with red
Their noise kept ringing in my head
Maybe I'd be valuable when I'm gone
Maybe by then I'll be able to see again the sun
Maybe someone would care
Maybe finally someone would give a part of them to share
Maybe, just maybe someday
Someone will come to me and stay
Just to wait and stay until my soul slowly fades away
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"Damaged"
@Yours, Kitty
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