The flash
Lightening quick
Before my lash
Of my eye
Could fall
The opponent
I face
A daily
Clash
Speedy fast
It's the
Dash
I have to run
Before I open
My eyes look down
To the ground
They fall
The feelings
I stash
It's where
I hide my heart
Safe and sound
I'm a quiet person
Meek and mild
So don't be
Rash
Thinking
I'm not all that
I felt a
Coming call
The race I ran
Even if
I lost in life
For I have won
Finished
In any place
For I tried
But fell apart
Couldn't
Handle it at all
For I've this
Lifelong
Depression
Had made
Me crash
Vast spaces
Of nothingness
Reminders
Of a lifelong curse
I'm dragging
My soul each day
Praying
To find a better way
But all
I've ever acquired
Are things
That are undesired
Feels like
I'm trapped in quicksand
Forced
To keep myself still
I'm sinking
Against my own will
I'm searching
For a helping hand
But no one
Seems to understand
If they do
It feels like they pretend
I'm trying
To console my heart
But everyone
Sees me falling apart
So I'm left alone
To do my part
I have
Dug myself
Into the
Danger zone
Still feeling alone
What have I done
To make
These feelings run
Little by little
I slip away
To a place
I can not say
But hoping
For answers
I bow my head
I begin to pray
Can you imagine
Your life turning
For the worst
Oh how it hurts
I gave to much
It's never enough
Wall to wall
I barely crawl
Feeling agitated
Again
So I fall
Whatever
Became of my own
Hurtful life
Sorrowfully
I scratch away
At my own strife
That hardship
I let myself in
So you could win
Whatever
Became
Of my own
Imagination
Running wild
I long to
Once again
To be that
Lonesome child
Something gone awry
My heart hurts more
For a miracle
In the waiting
My hope is
Wearing so
Mighty thin
Written
By
Freewriter
Lenni-x
Terrylin53
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