when I was a little girl my mom would say not to be scared of the dark.
I'm going crazy I hear a bark.
I'm scared of what's coming after me.
all I see is all the debris.
voices getting stronger darkness getting darker.
I wonder who's gonna be my abductor.
I'm trying to stay out of trouble.
omg I can't see straight I'm starting to see double.
I'm getting scared so I pop another pill.
I'm noticing all my bills.
I'm trying to stay sane.
but I'm starting to get afraid.
I'm stuck in this darkness for days I can't get a break.
I need to keep my eyes open I need to stay awake.
my heart is racing my palms are shaking when will I ever get a break.
I wish I was normal I wish the Dr's did a mistake.
I feel like this darkness makes me go insane.
I'm feeling very sorry for my brain.
I need this darkness to turn to light.
I don't know if I can win this fight.
I can play your games one last time.
This time it's my turn to flip that dime.
heads it lands on I will end my life tails and darkness never will win.
I'm tired of this game were playing its killing me slowly I'm in pain.
darkness won time to find the next one.
I cried that night and I'm done.
God can take my life away cuz in the end darkness always beats me.
I know my family will never agree.
it's time to say goodbye.
time I close my eyes.
goodbye mommy goodbye daddy until next time we meet again.
you left your sister she was only ten.
she will miss you dearly my friend.
she looked up to you
she was your favorite fan.
©tiffyxox
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